"Love where for art thou? Shall i ever experience your warmth? Do you even exist? If so present yourself to me. I swear I'll try my hardest to make us work but until then i am forced to fill my heart with superficial and inconsequential pasatiempos"
--a young man wrote this..thought it was one of the realest statements i'd ever seen
one night while I went to go read the bible I prayed to God that he can direct me towards the message he would like me to receive that night. I always pray and ask God for this, close my eyes, and open the bible at a random selected page. God spoke to me and it is was written in the Songs Of Solomon 3:1-5
"Upon my bed at night I sought him whom my soul loves; I sought him, but found him not; I called him, but he gave no answer. I will rise now & go about the city, in the streets & in the squares; I will seek him whom my soul loves. I sought him, but found him not. The watchmen found me, as they went about in the city. Have you seen him whom my soul loves? Scarcely had I passed them, when I found him whom my soul loves. I held him & would not let him go until I had brought him into my mother's house, and into the chamber of her that conceived me. I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem, by the gazelles or the deer of the field, THAT YOU STIR NOT UP NOR AWAKEN LOVE UNTIL IT PLEASE."
Therefore, I will be patient. I will become the greatest woman I can be. Love will one day find me and I will be ready for it then.
I hold faith in God & in this I do BELIEVE<3