The world on fire and I wait to be saved by you

Dear King,

Hey!!! sorry I haven't been writing to you in a while but I was away on vacation in DR. I have so much to tell you though! I wish you were here to help me cause I have alot on my mind today and I need someone that I trust like you to talk to me. My king I'm starting to feel sick of people. I feel like alot of the people around me aren't being themselves and there so lost on trying to be like each other. It's disgusting =/. I also can't stand the people that try to act like there your friend to your face but then tell lies and talk behind your back. Everyday I feel like theres less and less "real" people left in this world. I start to feel like I'm the only one and one of the few who notices all this about the people in this world. I won't lie I've gotten used to people changing and walking out. I never hope for anything or have any expectations. Like the saying goes "people come and go like seasons" and I've grown to accept that. I look at the people around me as temporary. They all might be on the same path as me now but one day they'll decide to walk in another direction. The only people who will always be walking behind me is my family. When we meet king I know you'll finally be there too holding my hand and walking on the same path with me together. I have faith that when we meet maybe you can convince me that there is such a thing as someone being there for you until the end. Well my king I just needed to vent to you. I love you veryyy much! I'm going to go lay down now for a little off to my dream place you'll know what its like there eventually :)...heres a song for you<3