releasing the butterflies

Dear King,
Hi !! my day was better than yesterday I spent it with the family. I know tomorrow I'm going to be really busy, I have to start off my Monday the right way and make sure everything that needs to be gets done. I woke up this morning and made breakfast with my mother, I went to the mall did some xmas shopping, and came back home and helped do my sisters hair for school tomorrow. I do have to tell you something though that guy that I liked alot during the summer well we had an interesting conversation today. You already know me and him have been going through ups and downs and so much confusion is always coming into play. He came to visit me the day I came home it was really nice of him and even though I thought I didn't like him anymore I realized I still did. It was making me so upset to see how well he still gets along with my family, that day he even got along with my DAD. My dad is usually the hardest to get to open up whenever he meets guys I'm talking to. Anyways it was making me upset because its like gosh can you be any more of like my perfect kind of guy lol but then remembering that he wasn't into me anymore. Ayee whatever I thought its cool I mean my king (you) is going to be the BEST even better than him. Except, todays conversation we had came to reveal that he liked me and he STILL does and a bunch of other things. It was good that me and him were honest and told each other everything. Now were talking again and I'm happy. If he is you well I hope we figure things out and get what we both want :). If not then know that I love you and it's good for you to read these letters because I want you to know where I was before I met you and all about my journey. Well I'm going to end this with a song by my FAVORITE artist Alicia Keys<3..btw I love her and Musiq Soulchild, John Legend, Drake, and India Arie.

I dedicate this song to you...