About Me

Nothing more than just a normal girl on her journey to becoming a Woman. Experiencing the highs and lows of life while reaching her full potential. Although her life continues to be a battle between her goals and her innate desire to love, she is determined to succeed and holds on to hope that one day her king will find her. Welcome to the world inside me. Put your seat belts on, it's going to be a bumpy ride!

Jan 17, 2010

love is the most powerful gift

There changing my house again there renovating the basement which is goin to become my room...but as always when things get cleaned out you find the oldest things, memories lying under piles of papers covered in times dust..a picture of my ex, a card from him on my birthday...Todays kennys birthday, my friend krystinas ex..just when i finished reading the words my ex had written to me in the card she called me and told me she remembered it was her exs birthday and decided to text him. She sent him a text to the old phone number of his she had saved suprised to have him sent her a response because she thought maybe it wasnt his number anymore. High School sweethearts that no longer exist. Those were the days. Young, crazy, in love for the first time, and doing shit you would never do again. A love so innocent untainted by the foolish games that people learn to play in the unforgiving relationship cycles. Together experiencing the growth from girl to woman and boy to man. A beautiful undying memory that will last through time and always have a piece of your heart. We only hold strong to the truth that everything happens for a reason. I am starting to believe though that deep down inside everyone yearns for a love this special. This kind of love which is pure and free of any superficial desires. Sometimes it's not the person but what they made you feel that you miss. The problem is sometimes people grow addicted to love. It's hard to grasp the fact that at one moment you had one of the most powerful gifts in the world and then it gets taken away from you. Then you need to learn to live again but the thing about it is that once you've had it life is never the same anymore. You get hurt, you get up again, you get hurt, you get up again. Its the addiction.

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