Makin Space

Dear King,

I thought about how I haven't written to u in a while. I was so busy with school over the semester but it was well worth it. Of course, I managed to bang out another nice ass GPA. Your queen has a big brain! LOL :) Everything is going great in my life as far as school, work, and all that other stuff. Just a bit of a mess in my current love department. But you probably realize by now how so common that is for me until of course I met you and things came together and made sense. Its all a process though you know u live and u learn. I am smart but im not perfect. Btw if I don't already tell you this enough I want u to know how much I truly do appreciate you in my life considering im a handful to deal with lol. I have the strangest mood swings hahaa but thanks for your patience babe! :P<3 Just today I cut things off with this guy I had been talking to but it wasn't like he did anything wrong. On the contrary, everything was going fine and he treated me really good. We had one incident but after that he apologized and changed completely. The reason I let him go though was because as good as things were I just wasn't really feeling that connection with him partially due to the fact that I still hold feelings for someone else. So that doesn't make it any better. I still need to move on somewhat from this other guy. I been trying for a while and I thought things were good till I talk to him again and then im like fuk i still like u alot. All that must change now though cause he just got a new girlfriend so after thinking alot of things through and all the things he said to me, I decided its best to let go of that too. Im not holding on to it anymore. It wouldn't make sense he fell for someone else and hes happy. Why would I keep waiting around like a fool. So im saying bye to everyone and doin it solo dolo. Im alone but im happy though babe :)<3. Everyday is a steppin stone closer to you and me finding each other. I don't know where u are rite now or what your going through but I promise that when you find me I will be there for you and I will wash away all the pain ever inflicted on your heart. These letters help me to continue having hope and give me a form of release for all the love I carry inside. It's all just waiting until you find me so it can burst out and share it with you. Im not really patient that's my problem. But im workin on that now<3 Goodnite My KING :)


I LOVE YOU