EMPTY BOTTLE OF HOPE

i definitely just got stood up for the first time. i was supposed to hang out with this guy hes cool and were always running into each other. well, he hit me up and we were txtin and made plans to chill. the last thing he asked was how to get to my house and i gave him the directions. After that, i told him to let me know when hes on his way. He never responded and i sent him another message like im bettin ur ass went home to change cause he was at work when we were txtin. Yeaup its been 2 hours, he didn't hit me back up to say anything and he didn't show up. Thats nice. I really just never thought guys would go as far as to do something like that. Like damn, at least say no you can't chill or something. It just surprises me after all the shit i've been through. Guys never fail to disappoint. I think i dont even care anymore love is bullshit. Im going back to sticking to my original plan. I'm just gonna get my career set have my own beautiful condo with a nice view. A rocking chair, a dog, a big kitchen, wine, and some good books. I'm not getting married. I don't want that crap anymore. I will not speak to guys on a level other than friendship and I am pushing away anyone who tries to get close. Sorry but i don't want that anymore. FUK A KING. THIS IS SUPER QUEEN!